The Awakening

As I was watching the movie - Long walk to freedom by Anant singh - with my best friend last night, there was a shift of perspective in me - it dawned on me.  I was so AWAKENED in a humbling and subtle way.  

My life has become a continuous AWAKENING journey - .

Mandela used his natural gift - Anger!  Yes - anger is a gift - a natural signal that identifies an opportunity for growth and healing.  Once this gift has been owned and channelled properly it can transform one’s life from negative to positive.  The rage that Mandela demonstrated, was the beginning of his healing process. 

Had he denied it, we wouldn't have seen his POWER.

When my ex husband use to beat me up, he was dealing with his own frustration and he used anger to feel powerful by belittling me, he used a defence reaction as he felt threatened now I understand there was a POWER struggle between the two of us. If he channelled his anger appropriately he’d love himself, nature his wife and that would make him feel POWERFUL in a positive way.  He was going through his own AWAKENING journey as I was also going through my own - unbeknown to us both. If I didn't flee I would have been abusing him in return by allowing him to abuse me. Ironic!!!

When Nelson Mandela was in prison he was serving his life purpose, his life purpose has nothing to do with anybody else and yet he was serving for the whole.  He was not there as a 'father' to his children though he fathered them.  According to the societal expectations, he was supposed to shun his dream and make sure that he provided for his family on a daily basis. Winnie, Mandela's wife was in and out of jail herself living her life's purpose.  Their children continued to grow as they were also in their own AWAKENING process.

When you realise your life purpose - you give your all to it, you understand your anger energy and you dedicate your life into transforming it into passion - .

  

A parent is a conduit to his children.  The universe or god makes sure that the children are fed.  If they die it is still part of the process and if they live, they also live for what they came to this world to achieve.  Whether you were raised by a single parent or in an orphanage, you still live, there is no lucky and unlucky situation because at some point in your life when the AWAKENING process takes place - there is some hardships that come with the experience.

My boys last saw their dad when they were five and three, today they are twenty and eighteen.  They went to the best schools, are great in sports and drama, they always have a shelter, food and clothes.  They are on their own life journey - they have their own anger, as they are already going through their AWAKENING process.  The transformation of Anger to Love goes through a ‘difficult’ process of FORGIVENESS and it starts with the 'Self' – once one masters the process of self forgiveness one learns to let go of any grudge in their system.

My prayer is that wherever their dad is - his journey has taken him through a healing process of anger transformation - whenever I think of him I wish he is using his energy to create beautiful music as that was one of his gifts.

Forgiveness is the ultimate form of LOVE.  After 27 years of imprisonment Mandela opted for peace when a lot of South Africans expected revenge.  Mandela's had risen to POWER.

A woman who is holding negative energy (i.e. grudges, hatred, blame) in her system, attracts illness, she has no friends, she is always complaining and blaming others, she is not aware that she brings this unhappiness into her life, when she stops and look at her hand, she’ll see that she is to blame as one finger points at others the other four are pointing right back at her. 

We are in charge of our own happiness.

After qualifying as a Consciousness Coach, I knew that my purpose is to support people live the life they were born to live and I committed to living my purpose.

I am awake are you?

Love

GugutheCoach